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raw, unfiltered, lowquality, decentralised and cringe rant to get stuff off of my chest :D i dunno why anyone would read this go back NOW.
...ok i change my mind there will be SOME centralisation in form of... uh... BOLD TEXT.
GAAAAAAAAAASP first of all, FUCK HTML. IVE MADE GAMES, WORKED WITH PYTHON, made my own lil disk viewer for linux (since u dont have that lil disk image and bar in file manager like in windows so i made one in python mwehehehe) AND THERE ITS SUPER EASY: name the coordinate (x, y) position of your object, AND BAM. DONE. WHY CANT U DO THAT IN HTML??? IT FEELS IM EXTREMELY LIMITED IN OPTIONS OR SOMETHIN. also FJORD GIFS. boss. I WANTED A RUNNING PLATFORMER ANIMATION NEXT TO THE "games" link. BUT IT JUST TURNED INTO A WHITE SQUAREEEE. ok fuck it, its intentional now, leave me alone now
OH ALSO I SHOT MYSELF IN THE FOOT. really. IT WAS A BAIKAL IZH-38 SOVIET ERA AIR GUN, (from the 70s i think, vintage), i was playing around, shoting stuff with it and then i was like: hmmmm this sh*t cant even pierce thru a football ball i thought... so what will it possibly do to my foot?? so i first shot my slippers, and when i saw that it didnt pierce, i was like: oh so it really is that weeak,... it cant even break this tissue! SO THEN I LOCKED IN, and ACTUALLY SHOT MYSELF IN THE FOOT. and at first i was like: OWIE OWIE OWIE OWIE OWIE-- but then this feeling.. passed? it was EXACTLY like stabbing a toe. so i walked home, and saw my sister and was like yo dude i think i shot myself. and she was like REALLY?? where?? and i was like: in my foot but its a weak gun so it probably didnt do anything. and she kinda didnt believe me i think. and so i showed her my foot (with socks on) and she was like... dude you ok theres a spot there. ok there was REALLY DARK BARELY NOTICABLE RED THINGY (oh yea i was wearing black socks) and so i took it off and... oh no. ITS BLEEDING, A HOLE!! AAAAAAAAAA but it STILL doesnt hurt??? AND THEN WE PANICKED. AND OUR PARENTS, WERE IN THE CAPITAL, AND MY MOM IS A DOCTOR SO WE WERE LIKE: OK SHE'LL COME, SHE'LL CURE US, AND BOOM DONE IT DOESNT HURT EITHER SOOO. we called her and she's... already in our town?/ GREATTT and after like 5 minutes, she arrived (that was fast, thank god i shot myself (wait im realising saying that is sus... anyway) LATER in the day). and she tied my foot with some... i forgot what its called. and went to the hospital (NOOOO THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE PRIVATE--) anyway we arrived and they took a rendgen...? what is it called... radiation-- NO like... the thing u do to see ur bones and THERE WAS A WHITE DOT STUCK IN MY FOOT. WHAT?? THIS GUN CANT PIERECE THRU A FRIGGIN SLIPPER AND A BALL, BUT-- HOW???? and then we called a REAL DOCTOR (dude... my mom was a neurologist... why didnt i realise this sooner TwT) and he started just pinching my wound and like doing weird things with it. and i felt SICK my head spinned, i went completely pale, i almost barfed and then dad and him scooped me up, put me in a patient bed and he lifted my legs and suddenly i felt perfect?? WHAT WAS THAT MAGIC-- after everything settled he said the most disturbing thing ever: "yup, its too deep, (mother's name) i recommend standard anti biotics and letting the bullet stay there."....... WHATTTTTTT??? NOOOOOOOO AND OF COURSE WE ALL LASHED OUT A FOREIGN OBJECT??? NO WAY JOSE-- and so he was like ok then take him to the capital, they have better tools to remove this. and so we went... AND MAY I SAY, AGAIN, THIS IS AN AIR GUN, A SOVIET ERA ONE!! FROM 1970S!! FOR THE 100000000TH TIME, IT CANT PIERCE THRU A BALL, OR A FUCKING 1MM WIDTH FLUFFY SLIPPER. FOR GOD'S SAKE HOW DID IT GO DEEP-- AA anyway we arrived.. to a children's hospital cause im still technically a teen. and some dude, while waiting (he was working there probably) walked up to be and was like: uh how old are you?? i was like 15 and he was like oh ok and left. DO I REALLY LOOK THAT OLDDD?? or was it just... documents stuff ok i guess that makes sense-- ANYWAY we got interviewed before the doctors show up and she was like ok so whats the issue did u break ur leg i assume and i said: no i got shot (that... sounds bad out of context) and then she went crazy and mom told her it was in my foot and she looked at it and demanded the story and FUCK. i cant just tell her "i shot myself cause i got curious" so i stumbled.... andd i havent told my parents too yet about... how i got it. so everyone was looking at me but then dad, absolute giga chad came out OH I KNOW i think it happened while reloading, so the way the gun reloads is you literally break it in half, put the bullet then flop it. and he might have done it while looking down and when it happened he accidentally pulled the trigger. and everyone believed it!! and even now i use that argument to everyone EVEN MY PARENTS DONT KNOW THE TRUE STORY (only my sister ;w;) since AGAIN I CANT TELL THEM I SHOTMYSELF ON PURPOSE-- anyyyway then two doctors came and one of them was like: you got shot??? oh haha i also got shot once by an airgun by my friend in the back. and they couldnt take out the bullet so i still have it. lets see how deep it is and then we'll take it out. (GULPPPPPPPP) and so we took ANOTHER RENDGEN (but now we're in the capital so... different hospital i guess that makes sense) and saw that it was around thee middle on the side, and on the top it was around the middle toe. and so they were like: ok MAYBE we can take it out, WITH SURGERY (dun dun dunnnnnnnn) and so i hadd to wait... for 6 hours since i cant use anestesia if i ate or drank. and by this point it was 2 friggin am and all this time i was just passing the time with clash royale and historia civilis. BUT THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN: the police showed up. some fucking nurse snitched on us i think what the fuck. IT WAS AN ACCIDENT, I WAS ALL ALONE, IT WAS IN THE FOOT FOR CHRIST'S SAKE. and those fuckers confiscated my gun. FUCK THE POLICE DUDE. and then they questioned me. and i used my dad's flawless theory lol and then they left. and then i had to put on some weird clothes, that looked like a white dress for some reason (FOR GODS SAKE ITS A FOOT NOT A LIVER, OR A HEART, OR LUNGS-- and then they feasted... and then i THINK I HARD A DREAM, like where doctors were discussing "hmmm this bullet is too deep, we cant take it out" "ok lets just hide that fact" and then i woke up. at 9 am. saw my mom and started an interogation. DID THEY TAKE IT OUT?? she was like: yes. i was like BUT I HEARD THEY SAID NO?? it was too deep. and she was like, no it was a successfull 30 minute operation, and then i wanted evidence, WHERES THE BULLET. and she was like oh the police took it. FUCKING POLICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE THEY TOOK MY BABY-- anyway then the rest was blur. just.... waiting... in bed... occasional bathroom visits where i just hop on my leg... and healthcare in my country IS free... EXCEPT for surgery, x-ray (I REMEMBERD R and ENDGEN IN ENGLISH--)more advanced stuff soooooooo -money. but thankfully not a lot (according to mother atleast). and now im here.... btw this made for an awesome april fools joke like: yo bro i shotmyself in the foot. OH BRO ITS APRIL FOOLS HAHA GOOD ONE.... .............................................................i am serious-- *sends photo*. btw the police stuff is over, and while i was in the hospital they fucking barged into my house, confiscated whatever the fuck they wanted and started questioning my grandparents and sister. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK?? u cant do that without permissiom right??? who cares, that's corruption for ya. they dont care about laws, government runs everything however they want-- average post soviet state. ANYWAYYYYYY NOW IM FINE. school teacher visisted too (???) thanks i guess??
welp thatw as a lot... OH AND I HAVE ALSO TAKEN AN APPENDIX SURRGERY... at 8... hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa BU tats for Anoswerw timeawemea more coming soon i think asfasasfoadifad
btw i am realising, working on this is INCREDIBLEY FUN, probably because the changes are now INSTANT, u change even a LIL BIT OF CODE, and BAM the website is different. so the progress is very visable at all times which is why all of this is so motivating
because im autistic and i have NO IDEA how socialising works, WHATS VAGUE POSTING??? why is someone saying x is bad??? HOW CAN U HATE SOMETHING WITHOUT ANY REASON BEHIND IT?? WHAT THINGS ARE RAGE BAIT??? WHY IS DISCUSSING POLITICS CONSIDERED CONTROVERSIAL??? WHY HATE ME WHEN I EXPRESS MY IDEAS, I DONT WHEN OTHERS TELL ME THEIRS. WHY IS QUIETNESS DISRESPECTFUL?? YOU HAVE TO SAY HELLO TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW?? -- etc. AND TWITTER IS AN ABSOLUTE HELL HOLE THERE I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS GOING ON, like literally my brain cannot even comprehend what theyre saying there, BUT IN THE COMMENTS EVERYONE SEEMS TO GET THE CONTEXT AND SH*T AND THOSE WHO ASKED ARE BEING MOCKED I DONT GEIT IT?????????? like HOW DOES ANY OF THIS WORK WHAT DONT I KNOW THAT Y'ALL DO??? SO I HAVE DEVELOPED A THOUGHT SYSTEM. i image posting other's posts on reddit, commenting on how its stupid and then imagining how normal people would probably reply!! like: "HEY THIS MEME SUCKS! LINUX HAS GONE A LONG WAY SINCE THIS LIKE ITS NOT A BLACK TERMINAL ANYMORE AND ITS MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN WINDOWS AND--" replies: dude its just a joke chill out. we know, its just a joke etc. NOW I NEVER FALL FOR RAGE BAITS... i think...
god dammit why is this giving me an error... "unexpected tag...?"... AT BODY AND HTML?? haha buddy everything works what's your problem :(
ok may i say? ending sentences with a dot on the internet is cringe. like every time i see a youtube comment where the comment ends with a dot (.) i immediately cringe. its ok to use dots in like... essays and long messages BUT DONT. END. MESSAGES. WITH. IT... PLEASEEEEEEEEEE ANYTHING ELSE WORKS EVEN THREE DOTS (...) THAT ALTEAST LOOKS NATURAL AND NOT PROFESSIONAL WANNABE
...ok i read my stuff now and... HOLY MOLY I DO IT TOO-- BUT THAT'S THE EXCEPTION-- im doing it because its DRAMATIC. like UPPERCASE AND THEN DOT makes it seem more yk, demanding. WHILE IF I JUST WRONTE "That's Trump for you." THAT'S EWWWWWWWWWWWW PUNCTIATION?? ON A SMALL SENTENCE??? again, PROFESSIONAL WANNABE
okiti tokiti i went thru my yearly linux rice. and i screenshot each of my rice i would like to share it but meh maybe id't be out of place on this website and i dont have a social media soooooo
OK SO THERE'S THIS OLD LIBRARIAN. AND SO ONE TIME, MY OLDER SIS AND YOUNGER SIS WENT THERE TO BORROW SOME BOOKS. AND THE LIBRARIAN WAS LIKE: oh are you two mother and daughter?... THEYRE SISTERSSS. when they told me that that happened LMAOO i thought... but then me and my older sis went there and the same librarian said: oh you two are sisters right?... WHEN IM A GUYY WHAT. SHE MESSED UP TWICE... ON THE SAME PPLLL
SPEAKING OF BEING CONFUSED AS A GIRL. one time i was in a chess tournament, and the clock wasnt working... so i raised my hand was like ARBITERRR and then this other boy came and was like oh the clock isnt working... fixed it then sat down in front of me and was like: so whats your name. i told my name and he was like... wait... YOURE A GUY??? and i was like: yea. and then he looked away, chuckled and then he completely changed his tone... AHA. so this is what being picked on feels like. AND I DONT EVEN LOOK LIKE A GIRL. i guess its cause i live in a conservative country, so having SLIGHTLY LONGER HAIR automatically means ur a girl. hekckkkk
linux: yo ur using unused dependencies wanna remove em? me: sure! linux: *removes libfuse2t64* *next day*: me: ...wait why isnt my browser starting??... or libresprite...? uh... WHY ARNT APPIMAGES RUNNING ANYMORE??
i shall never trust apt autoremove ever again
dude why the heck do names hav different friggin meanings like: wikipedia"The name Hassan in Arabic means 'handsome' or 'good', or 'benefactor'." LIKE WHICH ONE IS IT?? MAKE UP YOUR MIND. AND ALL NAMES LIKE THIS, oh this name comes from the ancient greek/hebrew/latin word meaning beautiful, handsome, powerful, king, strong, smart, hard working, successful-- LIKE THERE USED TO BE WORDS THAT REPRESENTED ALL OF THOSE NOUNS??/ no way. and meanwhile my name means a fucking earth worker, yea im a farmer, a peasant. some greek dumbass decided to name their child an earth worker, LIKE ATLEAST BE CREATIVE AND SAY HARD WORKING, wtf is an EARTH WORKER???
now i am scanning my laptop with clamscan! from root... all the way up... now i dont do anything fishy and i do run virustotal scans every time i download something AND i only stick with official debian repository so there probably shouldn't be malware BUT. I. AM. PARANOID. for some reason... SO FULL SCACN IS NECESSARY. (for my mental well being) and this thing as usual is taking SO LONG. like i started the scan at 13:00... and its still going (rn its 19:00) so its been SIX. HOURS. and its STILL not finished. fair ~100gb need to be analysed... but... ok there's no buts its pretty fair... so this is more of a rant like PLEASE FINISH ALREADYYY WHY ARE YOU SCANNING SCREENSHOTSSS oh THAT'S THE ISSUE PROBABLY. ok there's GOTTA BE A MORE EFFICIENT WAY TO DO THIS BUT i dont know : maybe there really IS MALWARE IN SCREENSHOTS???
OK MY HISTORY WITH AI IS... i got my hands on it quicker than anyone else (since i live in a post soviet country it takes a while for new innovation to come up here) so i used it in school... IN LITERALLY EVERYTHING. and everyone's essays where like... low level. MINE WAS FRIGGIN, big fancy words every 10 seconds. and i became completely reliant on it like, my main source of information. BUT THEN, ai... wasnt a niche or cool lil thing anymore, it became super controversial and super popular. and my country was starting to pick it up too!! so i wasnt unique anymore and i saw the anti arguments for it (climate change, piracy, end of humanity, ensloppification) and... yea i became more cautious of it. but still used it occasionally. but then my classmates started using it too and... holy smokes it just hallucinated sh*t! like svetickhoveli being built by davit aghmashenebeli, sulkhan saba orbeliani travelling to russia?? "warm air" for geography exam?? wtf is that?? some made up hallucinated artist for art homework?? etc. like THEY WERENT EVEN DOUBLE CHECKING WHAT IT SAID!! AI WAS SPITTING COMPLETE BULLSHIT. at first i was like: haha dumbasses, like double check info at the very least but then i also reaslied--... wait... i do that too... I ALSO TAKE WHATEVER AI SAYS AT FACE VALUE-- and so i decided NO MORE AI FOR INFORMATION. its all just hallucinations anyway. so i looked to other sources of information.. SEARCH ENGINES! WIKIPEDIA! YOUTUBE! they're more accurate, consistent and good. i became IN LOVE with wikipedia. at that point i only used ai for... its funnies. i provided the situation or somethin, and it made funny jokes! that was great! but then gpt-5 rolled around and... yea it... was complete shit. the jokes WERENT FUNNY ANYMORE, instead replaced with seriousness and caution. and then it just started arguing on literally everything i said?? like yo mkhedruli script the most phonetic script ever, it went: nonono WRONG. its hangeul and mkhdruli is VERY NOT PHONETIC (moves on to list bullshit hallucinations)... and it would just completely lose it mind when talking about ai OHOH ITS SO GOD I PRO AI MMM SLOP I LIKE-- like shuddup ;w; and so i was like: ...wait.. i have no reason to use ai now... the funnies are.. gone... information is complete bs... so why do i keep using it anyway?? and so i messaged it like: yo dude i think im just gonna... delete my account. and it was like: oh really? ok. LIKE DIDNT EVEN FEEL BAD. it was like: great! gtfo. yea ppl who think ai is their "friend" say "im deleting my account" and it instantly defaults to: OH MY LOVE... goodbe. *smoke* hope we never meet again. and so i pulled the trigger... and now im here! i think i did it when trump was inagurated soo... yea its been solid 2 years with no ai! and THANK GOD since now that im using more reliable sources to double check stuff... i have realised... THE "INFORMATION" AI PROVIDED TO ME, WERE COMPLETE BULLSHIT. like the stuff it told me and i thought was correct, WERE COMPLETELY WRONG ALL ALONG. like "put your shirt over your nose and mouth so second hand smoke/vape doesnt get in" ...uh, the particles are small... and shirt has holes in it... so it still gets in at the end? this doesnt help at all! or "drg was exposed to soviet forces because it didnt defend the south"... MOST ENGAGEMENTS, happened in south! and georgia was absolutely prepared, even winning at tbilisi. THE TRUE REASON (this is why i love wikipedia) failed at the end was because the largest armed force, the national guard was controlled by the parliament (not the ministry of defense) so it made it very politicised and slow. while the regular army was... smol af. or "theres no pattern in oxide reactions you just have to remember them"... ALSO BS. for example: N2O + H2O -> HNO. why do you get HNO? its actually very simple! here's the stepbystep version of it N2O + H2O -> H2N2O2. why is it H2N2O2? because as you can see, in the reaction there are 2 N atoms, 2 O atoms, and 2 H atoms. so you get H2N2O2. and since all indexes are devisible by a number (2 in this case).. you do that. and get HNO. BOOM ITS THAT SIMPLE. and ai instead said broad some bullshit that happens during the reaction that influences the product... AND THERE ARE EVEN MORE EXAMPLES OF THIS. i SWEAR ai is NOT SMART. it doesnt understand THE BASICS OF ANYTHING. its straight up disinformation!!! and I ABSOLUTELY DESPISE. HAVING TO GOOGLE A PROBLEM. AND GETTING AN AI GENERATED ARTICLE -- OH. MY. GOD. like recently i tried doing this on how to make inspect element permanent and it was just ai articles all over the place, not even telling me the HOW but the WHY which is compeltely dirranged. so yea in conclusion, ai is stupid, it always will be, it ruined my life, thank god my brain woke up and stopped this addiction