OH YEA BTW i recently started reading me, grandma, iliko and ilarion by nodar dumbadze and... ITS THE GREATEST PIECE OF GEORGIAN LITERATURE LIKE STRAIGHT UP. my grandma's brother told me some stories from it and i was like damn... thats actually kinda funny, itll help me develop my humour and otherwise be very funny and have a story to tell. SO I STARTED READIN IT..

and let me make my stance on books: i fucking hate them. i used to LOVE reading books i used to read them ALL THE FUCKING TIME... but then 6th grade happened... AND PHYSICS HAPPENED... and memorising poems happened... and ever since that day, i assosiate reading with memorising and understanding, so when i read, after every single fucking sentence, i have to become self aware and be like: wait yo what did i just read? i have to memorise that-- WAIT NO its not school keep reading.. i enter flow state then that thought happens again its... a painful cycle.. now i can only read english language books and i have completely abandond georgian ones cuz... yea cuz of that BUT NOW... ill only read this one and move on cuz NO!! I HATE READINGGGGGGG WAHHHHHHHHHH

i am of sick (am cold), but school to go still cuz chemistry laern need. if wondering you are: the grammar is of mine

OK SOME ISSUES I NEED TO FIX:

NUMBAH ONEEE... most of hyperrant entries are gone ;w; gonna bring em back soon dw. NUMBAHHH TWOOO... gallery images still use old css cuz i NEED double boxes so... ill figure out something dw. NUMBAH THREE go back boxes are... ugly. ill draw something for em. NUMBAHHH FOURR... some header ascii needs some padding fixing. aboot me needs some refinement and more descriptions.. dw ill send it to POLAND to POLISH it up (dun dun TSCHHHHHHHHHHH) NUMBAH FIVE... maybe ill figure out a background? but eh white space is good too ill think about it NUMBAH SIXXX... website evolution :D need to add new entry NUMBAH SEVEN... oops i forgot to include my values at the end... yk, no slop, slava ukraini and palestine ;w; ok lemme add that real quick

GUYSGUYSGUYSGUYS if u read some hyperrant entries... YEA. ive been tryna make a new layout and rewrite this website... AND I FUCKING DID IT. yup. new version of this website is gonna come out soon!!! tmr!! :D

...ok I KNOW I SAID i wont do it tday but... i just couldnt hold it! :D and tbh i like this version MUCH MORE, its MUCH MORE CLEANER with MUCH fewer lines of code and its easier to work with... its just... beautiful ;w;

rn its just a lil rough around the edges so ill get around fixing that soon

oh fuck... oh shit... oh fuck o shit ;w; yea school doodles? my head teacher called my mother, and said i was vandalising the books... and my dad just started laughing like PFFFFFFFT... and now my mom will... give a leacture oh no ;w;

....BRO. ive been drawing on school books SINCE 1ST GRADE!! my friend taught me that-- WHY IS EVERYONE HAVING A PROBLEM WITH IT NOW???? this is why i HATE being in the front, i wanna sit in the back againnnn pleaseee TWT PLEASEEEEEE

ok crisis averted by... showing my mom the shit i actually drew... yea it aint anything bad right??? and it looks kinda good too... sometimes... and she just said ok... still disagreed but... ok... OKKKKK

NEW RECORDDD 2 mins and 37 secs on solving the cube... ok imma try bring it down to less 2 mins at some point ;w;

I NEED. to update the LAYOUT of the website... rn it feels a lil... eh. a little... yk. a little... too... floaty and... inconsistent ;w; but its... wayyy too hard ;w; like ive been tryna do this for the entire day tday and i havent even gotten close to what i wanted... but i guess ill just keep trying ;w; OK TO BE SPECIFIC... all widgets now have to be on the left side, and also easier to create instead of having to make a new one and float and blah blah blah yk... yea the side bar thing is the main issue tbh AND I CANT. FIND. ANY. SOLUTIONS TO IT. center box, then have side boxes next to it... NOT SO COMPLICATED RIGHT? then why no documentation ;w; and if documentation then why created for only 1 box at the side and not multiple?? i dunno ;w; OK I COULD USE THE GRID DISPLAY THING. but i want the box to be IN THE CENTER. the main box, be, IN THE CENTER, directly IN THE CENTER... i guess im a little bit too stubborn ;w; BUUT.. yea no buts ok i guess ill try to.. compromise a lil ;w;

OKOKO I FIGURED IT OUT. just do left: 10% and its centered... somehow... even... but will it look centered for OTHERS? ;w; like on different computers?? cuz.. uh ok lets do the math: container is 700px, maincontainer is 500px, so lefts say it starts off right on the edge, if we move it to the left by 10%... uh... wait.. on what do i do math again? uh... 700*0.1 is 70 yea... so i move the container by 70px?... ok lets figure out how much i should move a thiing for it to be in the center... uh... 700-500 is 200? OH AND 200/2 IS 100, sooo... i guess i have to move it by 100 actually?... nah this doesnt look cleannn mannnn i dont even know if itll work for others and not just for me-- WHY IS SUCH A SIMPLE THING SO HARDDDD

...wait. I THINK I FIGURED IT OUT. here: w3schools flex example. ITS GENIUS. im gonna center that thing, and BAM I THINK I GET EXACTLY WHAT I NEED WITH JUST A FEW MORE TWEAKS YESSS

...wait, WAIT. WAI WAI WAI WA I WAIIT-- in 2028 georgia parliamentary elections... I CAN PARTICIPATE!! ID BE 18 BY THAT TIME!! WOOOOOOOOW time passed so quickly!! OMGGGG okokok OKOKOK. what a crazy realisation IN 2 YEARS. i can offiically vote :D... ok hmmmm who do i vote for... uh.. i mean... the opposition is basically non existent, and now its even more non existent because eveyone got arrested.. like... literally everyone. like i think parties still exist but leaders and many figures are just... gone. sooo ;w; yea hope that changes soon plpslpslplplplsplsplps

school has to be rage bait ;w; I KNOW IVE TALKED BOUT SCHOOL TOO MUCH BUT THERES NOTHING ELSE TO TALK ABOUT SOO--

FIRST OF ALL... my school books use ai images now ;w; we are fucked

SECOND OF ALL.. the new books are GOVERNMENT APPROVEDDD yup, UPDATED BOOKS by the FUCKING GOVERNMENT... and if u know anything about georgian government... its fucked ;w; first of all, theres a little TOO much emphasis on religion... religion was emphasised in text before too but they were factual and decent... here its.. bad. first of all in the georgian class it says that europe's basis of equality is based on christianity... what???? the fuck no OK CLASS. since when did equality come to europe? after worker strikes and revolutions... none of them were religious. infact, religion created MORE inequality socially speaking... so... wrong... like...

THIRD OF ALL... new subject has been added: "choice"... its... literally called "choice"... so you pick the subject u want right? you CHOSE its your CHOICE right? nope, its been decided by the authoritires that the "choice" is... american history and culture (??????) HUH?? oh yea i forgotttt haha mannn i forgot! that elections and public opinion doesnt matter! i mean just look at 2024 parliamentary elections-- OK NOT EVERYTHING AHS TO BE POLITICAL STOP.

and the teacher teaching this subject? an unqualified idiot. literally an idiot. she bagan saying that this subject is gonna teach american culture... and bby american we mean AMERICAN, like, the continent, including south america. so we began talking about countries in north america and i spitted out guatamala! she wrote it does yes she said, nicaragua! she was like: isnt that in south america? i was like: what?? no! ok she wrote it down... then i said belize, she ignored me. then i said el salvador... she ignored me. then i said panama, she said its in south america (????????????) then i said honduras, SHE IGNORED ME. then i said costa rica, she saiad its in south america (????????????) WHAT?? HOW IS THE PERSON TEACHING AMERICAN HISTORY, DOESNT KNOW AMERICAN COUNTRIES????? HUH??? HOW IS SHE QUALIFIED??? and then came for SOUTH AMERICAN STATES... i named ecuador... she said it might be in north america... FUCK IT I GIVE UP WHAT IS THIS??? THANKFULLY. were not being graded on this and if this is the last lesson... i can just skip it if i want to.. but attendence will be counted... which... wont have any effect but i guess itd be useful for university? yea fuck it ill stay and just play on my phone i dont give a fuck i already know all of this better than the teacher probably, even. this will just be my proof to unis like: ok this guy studied american history, very cool

...უგჰჰ-- oops wrong keyboard-- UGHHHHHH i fockin hate this!!... yup i went to the "party" thing and.. it was trash! FIRST OF ALL. ive got no CLOSE friends soooo it was already gonna be lame FOR ME... but it was boring for everyone else too!! OK SO. i arrived, got greeted, sat down at the table. ate... no one talked about anything. then they started complaining how theres no booze and booze would be great. then most left for fresh air.. and yea evryone scrambled... that... was it ;w; then we came BACK cuz fries arrived AND EVERYONE FUCKING LOVES FRIES so we ate that... and then left again, i kinda just walked in circles... i wish i had my rubiks cube there ;w; but alas... others snuck to buy some vodka... but it was too late, the party kinda ended... and nothing wouldve brought it to life... eh, lame but worth it cuz its ma first... fucking... group... celebration... thing... even.. i went to soooo... they also called me "mudo" like... thrice. which is georgian for... a quiet kid... its a bit of an insult but its all good i cant even disagree with it... cuz.. its true ;w; its still better than what... other kids got called ;w;... AND NOW I HAVE TO GO TMR TO SCHOOL TOOOO AUGHHH AND THEN WELL HAVE TO START DOING HOMEWORKK NOOOOOO--

...oh boy... school started ;w; went there, sat and listened to teach give a speech, then left... btw a new restaurant opened up apparently and everyone wants to celebrate there and i got invited! ive been getting invited every where but... i declined always cuz... i dont have real friends hahaaaaaa... ah... ;w; so why go now? see how ppl behave.. yk, at parties... ill just eat.. do fuckall, and just... bleh. itd be fun! right??? RIGHT???...

ALSO YK HOW I SAID SCHOOL = LESS TIME FOR WEBSITE?? HAHA NO! NO!!! >:3 CUZ SCHOOL DOODLES!!! annyone know that eh?? EH?? yup, THEY'LL BE BACK. with MOREEEEE mmm... btw the books are fresh, like newly bought... YESS ILL BE THE FIRST TO VANDALISE THEM >:) also we moved to a new class... YESSS ILL BE THE FIRST TO VANDALISE SHIT >:))))

...also i ALWAYS thruout my HISTORY sat in the back... back of the bussss!!... but now i sit i n the 2nd row ;w; FUCK i dont want this!! I DONT WANT THIS!!!! noooooooo I FUCKING HATE THIS... guess i shouldve come in earlier ;w;

also about laptop... no laptop :( i thought they would give it to me in the ceremony that starts before school but they didnt! like yk, AGAIN IVE SAID IT 100000 TIMES, my sister got her laptop a month later in a DIFFERENT ceremony... guess ill wait... for a month... laptop ;w; and btw, if i dont get it, ill literally lock myself in my room and starve myself until i pass out... in minecraft of course. yk like... hunger bar? and--...I AM **NOT** SUICIDAL AND THAT WAS A JOKE--

...oh yea btw school is starting tmr... FUUUU-- but also not fuck cuz again, for the 1000th time LA. FUCKING. TOP. (latop? i messed up yes but its funny so i wont remove it) ill be getting it, there will be a whole fucking ceremony where i walk on stage, collect the laptop, and leave.. yea. my legacy will be secured, bada bing bada boom-- HMM i dunno if school will intervene in my hobbies (like this website for example) cuz i wont have much time anymore BUUUUUT also new laptop SOOO..

a good way i found to tell if a website is generated by ai is to look at its comments!! so you open up a website, suspect its coded by ai cuz i dunno it uses its soulss style thingy its obsessed with, press f12 and read the html code, LIKE HERE:

if there are comments EVERYWHERE for NO FUCKING REASON in places where its OBVOUS what the code does... yea its ai
btw this is from learncube.org

...or its a beginner coder obsessed with keeping everything tidy (...aside from the code itself cuz spaghetti BUT ADFOADIOFAI) SOOO u cant be sure on this one... but if website looks ai, this is a prettyy good final confirmation

welp, cubing is now my new official hobby, YUP not a temporary rabbit hole, now i have one with me all the time and just scramble and solve on and on :D personal record is 3.12 minutes... lol some ppl creamed their pants probably then saw "minutes" next to 3.12 and were like... bruh, thats not fast-- BRO IM AN AMATEUR OK?? and this is the infamous RUBIK'S CUBE... like... the original, with stickers and the one that notoriously turns slowly or not at all if you dont turn PERFECTLY... and also its smaller in size... so... ;w;

IM BEING INVADED... by bees. or wasps...? i cant tell a difference honestly. i woke up, went to the kitchen and saw 5 fucking bees flying around and walking around. HUH?? one was at the window, trying to fly out (but the window was closed) another one was just going in and out in the window that was open on the other side of the room. another one got stuck in honey... literally, it tried to get into honey. another one was on the... desk, thing. and the last one was in the bread... placement... place. what the fuc this is?? and u cant just kick em out or kill them itll aggro them and attack you in numbers like... all 5 bees charging at you sheeeeeeeeesh ;w;...

...ok they left. i dunno what happened i went upstairs came back couple of hours later and they left... ok. they either left on their own or someone delt with them.. i dunno who but eh they left thats whats important :D

jeez my father just LOVES saying the same joke when he hears about a mustache. for example if u say "he has a mustache" he will ALWAYS respond with "oh? so does that mean he eats butter on bread upside down? so the butter doesnt get on his mustache"? AND NOW I CANT GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD TOO. every time **I** see or hear about someone having a mustache, my brain immediately thinks: oh so he must eat peanut butter on bread upside down huh?

welp, now i have either found a new hobby, or gone down a temporary rabbit hole like i often like to do ;w;

SO we visisted our grandma, she had a rubiks cube on her desk. and i took it, and played around with it. she was like OH YOU LIKE IT?? KEEP IT THEN. and i was like NONONON I WAS JUST PLAYING AROUND and she was like EHHHH its all good take it take it. and this spat continued for like, couple of minutes until i gave up and was like FINE. ill take it... BUT I PROMISE ILL GIVE IT BACK ONCE I SOLVE IT. everyone will be happy then!!

its now day 2 of trying to solve it and... fuck ;w; after hearing about like 1000 algorythms (and by 1000 i mean like 5) i have successfully messed up solving it MULTIPLE TIMES. yesterday i was REALLY close to solving it, i solved the fucking... yellow cross, i had everything in place i just needed to solve the final corners-- and i messed up the righty algorythm, i was doing it upset mindedly and forgot... wait... was i supposed to turn it down now or...? uhhhhhhhh and yea now im starting from scratch tday ;w; AMAZING.

...wait... WAIT I DID IT?? I DID IT! I DID IT IM THAT GUY YS LES GOOOOOOOOOOO FUCK YES-- ok now i can finally gib it back to grandma :D well this was fun! i learned a lot... i kinda wanna keep doing this actually! rubiking the cube :OO.. im buyin one... ehhh maybe tmr

btw i got a hair cut! and... its complete dog shit BUT FOR A COMPLETE OPPOSITE REASON. like i wanted SHORTER hair, i wanted the sides to be shorter, the back too, maybe shorter bangs but yea. but the hair dresses (is that what theyre called?) decided to be "safe" and only cut me a lil... like... bro. WHY??? OK ITS LOOKS BETTER... but... i wanted even shorter wtf is this??... its all good tho, i like to cut my hair once a year, but now, guess ill have to do it TWICE or even THRICE this year FUQQQQQQQQ

...also on the way i bought some glass coke cuz... it looked cool, was nice to touch. and... i regret it. HOW THE FUCK DO I OPEN THIS THING??? my hands hurt and are cut ;w;

...i just saw the tallest fucking person in my life. and thats saying something cuz im 183 cms. i felt i was getting shorter each passing second when i was next to him ;w; hmmm if i were to estimate... id say he really is more 200 cms ;w; and hes also a german so... damn theres nothing to say here surprisingly but... i dunno i felt emotions there i felt humbled ;w;

...fuck. ok NOW i understand why i hated school. tdays weather is rainy and really cold, i was sleeping and then alarm went off, and i was like: ughhh just a lil more and i kept sleeping.. and eventually woke up on 12 am ;w;... yeaaaaaa in summer its kinda hot so you have to wake up, but when its cold outside and youre cozied up in your bed you REALLY REALLY REALLY dont want to get up... and thats when schools start too soooooooo... yea. pain. ;w;

...HOLY SHIT fretube is so fast, like everything loads so fast and everything is so responsive its great!.. BUTTTTT now i have to have both browser AND freetube open which... hmmm woulnt that eat up my already fragile ram??

AIGHT. i did the math: sublime text + alacritty + neocities + listudy + tutamail + freetube -> 2.19 gib ram (so around 60% of my overall ram)

ok now lets close free tube and open up youtube instead andddd... we get... 2.14 gib ram... so around 59% of my overall ram... damn the discrepancy isnt even that big lmao ;w;

also if youre wondering how tf is your ram usage so low with so many sh*t open? well.. my friend... WELCOME. TO LINUX. have a look around--

btw school is starting in 10 days.. yup, for me it hasnt started yet... andddd im kinda worried! but also excited bECAUSE LAPTOPPPPP i already talked about this like 1000000 times so BUT. i think 10th grade will be the easiest grade... famous last words-- BUT my sister, after she got her laptop, everyone kinda admired her and gave free passes on exams, and by tradition you should probably start taking cram school to prepare for national exams in 11th grade... so 10th grade is basically a fuckall school year... you do... well... fuckall. so yea everything will go just fine :)

ok i ate some boiled corn and I SWEAR. corn. is like. the greatest... veggie? is corn a veggie? it probably is-- CORN IS THE GREATEST VEGGIE EVER.

...but i also hear it... causes constipation... fuck. wish me luck guys the next day... or... the next week if itll be that bad... ouch ;w;

...WHYYYYY.... whyyyyyy.. why did my brain have to remember that cringey memoryyyyy WHYYYY... time doesnt heal all wounds :(.. actually, i think time DOES heal MOST wounds.. like trauma and bad stuff u saw/know. for example if i see something vile on internet im grossed out for couple of days then i dont care anymore, and if i re remember it im like: gross but ok whatever moving on.. SO WHY CANT THE SAME HAPPEN TO CRINGE MEMORIESSSS UGHHHHHHHHH... and yes im being insanely broad rn because... duh

we wetn, wewent, wewe nt to the capital... to shop cuz... fuck. and i came back and HOLY SHIT MY LAPTOP IS ICE COLD GODDAMN... its not even this cold in the mornings damn poor guy bro finally got some proper rest lol

....also the water, like store water bottles taste so bad like ewwwwww-- im kinda scared now that i think about it... if i go else where from my lil town, the water will be terrible! like here the water tastes GREAT, sweet, delicious even, but store bought in the city? ewwwwww and for some reaosn, water jugs, like really big bottles, taste really good, but bottled store bought water tastles like shit, WHY???

fuck yk what? this art thing was a bad idea.. ok it wasnt a bad idea but its embarrassing... and awkward... and im shy... its 1:02 rn i kinda procrastinated after yesterdays and yesterdayyesterdays drawing sesh soooo... yah. adofaidjofiadja zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

EEEEEEEEEEEEE IM SO EXCITEDDDD IM SO EXCITED WEEEEEEEE to post more art!! yes i hath finallyth completeth the computart place.. for now theres only like 5 drawings BUT MORE ARE COMING I SWEAR!! including fanart of characters, something... crazy... which will need its own page now that i think about it :)

rn im just sketching like crazy, not even finishing pieces just sketching and moving on to the next one, yea lemme cook... also figure drawings so far are very much inspired by this guy