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ive been getting into music and GODAMNNN i think im already pretty good at it! as in MUSIC MAKING... in beepbox! ive used beepbox for my crappy games before but never really put much thought to it. i kinda just knew: chords, melody, some kind of support, drums DONE. NO THOUGHT BEHIND IT WHATSOEVER. just combine those 4 and FINISH. NOTHIN ELSE TwT BUT NOWWW i watched some melody makin tutorials and... oh damn, now this brought me to the next level. so you gotta base your melody ON THE CHORDS, like they have to be similar or something they have to be on the same page or... somethin... look im not very confident and im prolly pissing off some musicians here but im pretty proud of my creations now that's basically what i wanna say ;w;

but why have i "mastered" this NOW???? T-T... like i cant make games anymore sincne i moved to linux and my game engine of choice doesnt support it... SO WHATS THE POINTTT?? make music and rot??? FUQQQQ...

oh and this is BY FAR my most favorite creation

aside from that ive been learning some piano with a book, and i installed some piano app (vmpk from fdroid by pedro) on my phone, and literally compared it to my grandpa's piano keys and the size matched PERFECTLY. that means playing piano on my phone gives the same experience as the piano... ok its not absolutely the same but its still fine

only moths are a good flying bug. every other one sucks. crane flies are scary. regular flies are annoying pieces of shit. mosquitos.. need i explain myself?? dragon flies are TERRIFYING and butterflies are too fragile... and they're also terrifying time to time. and moths are cute, quiet, safe everything youd want from a bug

...fuck i just remembed ladybug is also a thing FUCKKKKKK i like ladybugs too k??

SPEAKING OF BUGS. my favorite WALKING bug is the firebug!! i have a LOT OF CHILDHOOD MEMORIES ABOUT IT

my big sister told me that the firebugs eat blood, so i became a lil hesitant about them. and i also told my lil sis that they eat blood. and now she always says that when she was little, i lied to her that those bugs eat blood WHEN I WAS THE ONE WHO GOT LIED TO IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!

i also very often saw firebugs just carrying each other. like they would just join, and walk around. and as a kid i always thought: AWWW one of them is hurt and the other one is carrying them!! but now as a teenager i look at it and go... are they mating??? and turns out YUPPPPP

theres a park RIGHT next to my school, like EXACTLY next to it. and near my house too and weird sh*t has been going on there. like one time a man got killed there, a week ago a man killed himself there, one time a kid almost died because he was walking on the fence badly and fell off and tday a man killed 2 other men for not loaning him money... like wtf is that place cursed or something

holy shit i forgot the mention IT GOT INTO THE NEWS?? WHAT?? damn this is... bad... pretty much only people losing lives get reported on tv for some reason and it makes my town look bad ;-; which is fair tbh but stilllll... and its kinda surreal like, a double murder, NEXT TO MY SCHOOL AND HOUSE, gettin on tv jeez louise

HOLLLLLLY SHIIIII YET ANOTHER UPDATE. so the double murder was actually kinda justified... atleast here. like the man killed the other 2 men because they were literally not giving him money. like the man was renting the land to them, but those 2 men just refued to pay or something. and then the man first tried to ask nicely for them to leave, when that failed he literally filed a lawsuit, WON. and all that did was made those 2 men take on more dept and then STILL stay on the land. and then the man had enough, law enforcement wasn't doin shit, so he called those 2 men to our park, bought his dad's pistol, and shot em both. he didnt want to shoot them in a way so they wouldnt die, or just beat em since one of the man's wife was a lawyer, so the man would just snitch, and her wife would arrest the f*ck out of the man (sorry if ur having hard time keeping track of the men) so he HAD to kill them. then apparently ANOTHER MAN, a worker, witnessed all of this, and tried to stop the killing but he just got punched in the eye by the gun and warned to leave and so he did... soooo yea quite the... interesting situation, everyone here is saying he was justified which... ok murder is not a good way to solve the issue. like it DID solve it, now those 2 men are TECHNICALLY out of his proprety BUUUUUT he also went to jail SOOOO its not a GOOD way to solve the issue if you know what i mean. but this was probably the best solution tbh, if he just threatened them or shot them non fatally they would just snitch and the victim's wife as i said was a lawyer so wouldve taken a quick work of that. killing them gave him atleast a POSSIBLITY of there not being enough evidence to convict him

ok this park rant turned into a murder investigation nevermindddddd

bad things should happen to people who thought it wouldve been a good idea if double tapping or arrow keys skip the video 10 seconds back/forward instead of 5 AND NOT EVEN GIVING AN OPTION TO CHANGE ITTTT

SCHOOL. IS. DONE. jk for me it ends on 15th of june and rn its 13 BUUUUUUT-- ill be skippin last days so at the end of the day.. yk... its over

I AM VERY. VERY. VERYYYYY EXCITED NOT FOR SUMMER HOLIDAYS (those are secendary lol)-- but THE LAPTOP!! my school has this... thing like if you finish high school with your yearly grade being 10/10, you get A FREE LENOVO LAPTOP. FREE!!! YES!! my sis already got it and ITS AWESOME!! and since i finished 7th, 8th and now 9th grade with perfect yearly 10/10s, I AM A CANDIDATE FOR IT! NOT EVEN A CANDIDATE IM GUARANTEED TO GET IT!!!!!! WHO HOOOOOOOO ALL IS LEFT IS TO SIT THRU THE LONGEST 3 MONTHS OF MY LIFE AND THEN RECIEVE A LAPTOP YESS FINALLY AFTER ALL THIS SUFFERING I DID IT. now i dont even have to study well at school anymore! i can just NOT CARE!! I ALREADY ACHIEVED MY GOAL! THIS IS BASICALLY ME FINISHING SCHOOL!! YESSSS *sob*

yk i give up on arguing. i always thought that OH you learn rhetoric and persuation tricks and youll be able to change ppl's minds! nope. from what ive seen, if someone TRULY BELIEVES IN SOMETHING (not just casual "believe" no TRULY, DEEPLY believe in) it is literally IMPOSSIBLE for them to change their mind. to me this always keeps happening when discussing israel-palestine, history, politics, religion and even simple things like english teacher INSISTING that she has the correct answer and COMPLETELY ignoring and REFUSING to atleast COMPREHEND my counter arguments. i give up, from now on, ill just agree with someone, and move on. if the other person REALLY DOES CARE about discussing this contructively, then ill become open minded

ok i think im noticing that ppl are kinda acting weird towards me. like its not.. oh he's so weird no they're overly formal. i think i get why, like classmates for example, we're classmates, but we dont really... socalise or know each other, its a weird limbo and you dont know how to act. BUT STILL!!! WE'RE THE SAME AGE, why the formality ;w; and they act casually around everyone else even schoolmates, BUT ME, formality. like im... im.. the teacher or something BUT THEY EVEN ACT CASUAL AROUND THE TEACHER TOO WHY do i have to be.. "formalised"??

but also it only happens in school. like everywhere else its normal peer to peer transaction BUT IN SCHOOl?? like i dont know am i like a minister or somethin

origin of my user name-- its my REAL SURNAME, translated into russian, but then when signing up for duolingo of all things it shortened it down to just "vysot" and i was like, damn that sounds.. cool. and then it stuck... oh and there's also wigujm which sounds pronounce...-able if yk what i mean and i got that from a captcha

THIS is the russo georgian border in kazbegi. and im shook like, how did we ever get invaded?? how do you tell an invading army to go thru THIS???

summer has arrived! and everyone's like oh its so hot in middle east oh its so hot here oh so hooooooot... meanwhile in my lil country, in my lil city, its raining like crazy, i think yesterday rained... the day before yesterday too... ok then it didnt rain but BEFORE BEFORE BEFORE that it rained really hard too and today its forecasted that it will rain AGAIN, or atleast be really cloudy. and its really friggin chilly too like i was literally shaking after i woke up when i was wearing short sleeves shirt and feeling really cold even tho its sunny outside. everyone is angry like BOOOOO RAINNN while im happy cause I HATE HEAT. and bugs are scarce too for some reason i dont know wtf is going on, everywhere else in my country is like, super hot BUT IN THIS ONE SPECIFIC TOWN, its like, still cold??

and my chemistry teacher of all people told us that if it was really COLD winter, then itll be a really HOT summer. but this year's winter was really cold, really snowy and icey, EVEN TBILISI HAD SNOW, and they infamously are the dirtiest hottest polluted capital here. so if that saying is true this summer shouldve been the hottest one right? but nope! i guess the snow melted and now its raining a lot and that makes it a lil chilly but after the rain is gone... oh boy

YESSS. my local youth council has "ai camps" n shit. NOW I FINALLY HAVE JUSTIFICATION NOT GO. teachers, parents, and even friends telling me to go there cause they think i fit in, NOW i can finally pull out this argument and go "those peaches support ai, that goes against my values"! MWAHAHAH now i can laze around in my house and do nothin while havin a good excuse

and if youre wondering "ai is a good topic to discuss!' yea. I AGREE!! I LOVE AI SAFETY AND DISCUSSING ABOUT AI! but they dont do that kinda stuff! i read what they're actually doing in their facebook announcement and lemme just pull out a snippet i translated: "making an application with ai without knowing how to program (no code)"... ok first of all WE GET IT, YOU DONT HAVE TO RESPECIFY "no code" at the end. and second of all FUCK. OFF. go fuck yourself. fuck vibe coding. they aint discussing the dangers of ai, the impact it might have, or just having a healthy discussion no theyre tellin ya to just use it blindly, FREE THOUGHT?? SKEPTISISIM?? QUESTIONS?? nope! full on zombie mode here, friggin cult, OH OUR MESSIAH... CHADGPT. like WHATRE YOU LEARNING FROM THAT CAMP??? how to type a prompt? "durrrr chatgpt write me a python program that prints "ai is good", no mistakes"... i.. can already do that?? HELLO???? braindeath!!! AND THIRD OF ALL. if you want to make a game/app WITHOUT coding just use fucking construct 3 or friggin gdevelop or literally any other no code engine-- youll have more control and actually learn sh*t

monthly linux rice! this time i took inspiration from my OWN WEBSITE (yes the one ur on rn). and i decided to rice my text editor too (sublime text). check out the window decorations too, for closing the window instead of using x i made it a +!! REVOLUTIONARY!!

my best one so far in my opinion

i think im forgetting my mother tongue... cause i make WAYY TO MUCH GRAMMATICAL MISTAKES and ppl are noticing now. like i said "qartuli mochadrake" instead of "qartVELI mochadrake"... big mistake. qartuli and qartveli both mean "georgian" but qartuli is used for souless objects, like a georgian product and stuff. while qartveli means the ethnicity, and is what i shouldve used instead. yea this syntax reminds me of english i think its gotten to a point where i just use english as a base and use georgian words then. which is... not good

its cause i start to think in english and im overall more exposed to english than anything else. like i think outloud, talk to myself outloud sometimes too and i dont want others to realise what im talking to myself bout or thinking sooo i naturally unconsiously started thinking in english... and now im neglecting other languages more... im pretty sure if i go to an anglophone country counter intuitively i would re-remember my native tongue and forgot english lol

usually alcohol tastes pretty bad for me BUT T'DAY, it felt different. it was a family gathering and when i tasted it just for fun it was... kinda decent, not good, not bad id say neutral. and it felt very warm and then i felt how it washed inside my stomach. huh, that was weird. and after that i became a slight bit chatty and then moved on..

now some mfs might say *GAAAAASp* UNDERAGE DRINKINGGGG-- dude, its EASTERN EUROPE. post soviet nation, underage drinking is the tradition here-- and i only drank 1/3 of a cup that aint much right?? and my mom is a neurologist, which means SHE STUDIED BRAINS FOR 15 YEARS. and she says a lil once in a while is ok sooooooo

holy show (i cant say holy yk what because my overly religious friend spites me for it) i accidentally wrote the previous hyperrant ON THE INDEX/HOME PAGE, damn if anyone passed by and saw that... uh.. i dont even think it looked too off place tbh lol ;w;

i got back to this game called "alter ego" like its a game written by a psychologist i think, where you relive your life. its text based but really fucking fun, thoughtful and sad at the same time. i tried finding lets plays or other people's reactions to it and its really niche for some reason. WHY?? ITS SUCH A GREAT GAME!! A HIDDEN GEM!!!

in general now that i think about it im always into the more niche games. all i ever had is my 5 year old laptop with 3 gb of ram, and like 200000 year old discontinued intel cpu, so i cant play the more demanding stuff (and by demanding i mean i cant even emulate 3ds games) sooo i always steered towards the retro 2d ones. SO now ill list some of my fav games for... no reason: earthbound, mother 3, pokemon white, pokemon sapphire, ace attorney phoenix wright trilogy, ace attourney apollo justice, punch out for nes and snes etc. and of course my childhood flash games lethal rpg, rogue soul, fireboy and water girl and like bajillion others whose names i forgot... like that 2 player kitty archer game or somethin ;w;

goin to school were your siblings also studied is really stressful for everyone involved. LIKE my sister, WAS A BEAST. bro finished school with straight 10/10s, was active in all school stuff, finished on a gold medal and a free laptop as a gift. and so a lotta expectations were also laid on and i think i did not dissapoint!... or i guess i did since sure i also got straight 10/10s (as an yearly average atleast) but im not as active in school stuff or social stuff like she was... just a shy gloomy nerd. and now it was time for my lil sister who... did dissapoint... but she was active in social stuff more like she paints, sings and is very socially active... but in the education/study aspect?... oof...

btw now teachers start fuckin, comparing us to each other. like i was compared to my sister a lot damnn hes just as smart as she issss-- and one time math teacher literally was like: oh boy you got an 8/10 on the math test... but since your sister is so good ill give you a 10/10... WHATTTT NOW THIS IS JUST NEPOTISM NO!!! THANKFULLY SHE SAID THIS PERSONALLY TO ME OTHERWISE ID BE DEAD IF SHE SAID THAT IN FRONT OF THE CLASS. and my lil sis has the toughest, if she doesnt study she's compared to US BOTH. like art history (yes thats a subject we are forced to study btw for some reason) just told her "isnt there anything you picked up from (my name) and (my big sister name)"??... damn. cold. and this is bad! u should NOT compare people to each other this just incentivises hate competition and envy

HOLY SHIT THE VIDEO CAME OUT-- GMTK 2026!! AAAAAAAAA and IM COMPLETELY UNPREPARED. my main game engine is construct 2... which is unavaibale for linux... whatever just use wine right? WRONG. it works PERFECTLY-- except, PREVIEWS. which is like... the main most useful thing in game development??? whatever use a vm right?... ok but then its slow, mouse feels clunky and overall... meh. just switch to windows?... ok i do dual boot but last time i switched to windows it was MISERABLE, night light BARELY WORKED, it was bloated, slow and kinda... uncustomisable?? is that how u say it?? (thats what linux does to a man... ;w;). whatever then use a different game engine right??... YEA BUT I HAVE LIKE 2 MONTHS TO LEARN IT-- and WHAT GAME ENGINE?? ONLY GODOT AND SOME OTHERS ARE AVAILABLE FOR LINUX AAAAAAAA-- okkkkkkkkk i found usagi, which is a lua framework but... my paranoid ass doesnt want to touch it since its kinda new and could be malware (even tho virus total and others all say its safe... still no im THAT paranoid) what bout love2d then...? ok... its more documented and stuff but fineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... only coding game engine btw *flex*.. once.. i actually learn it that is

update HEQQ love2d SUCKS... like i miss the level editor! and i did try tiled, ldtk but virus total said they're... kinda sus and trojan and they do seem to be wanting internet connection for... some reason so i aint touchin those, i know they're reputable and well known but still. then i tried ogmo exported some levels and found some ogmo love2d level reader on github by gabe and tried to implement it and... it... didnt work, the level tiles were... weirdly seperated, some tiles were missing and it didnt even take up the whole screen like i told it to! i give up-- ;w; ill still use it for, goofy super niche side projects but rn? meh. now ill move onto gdevelop if that fails then godot if that also fails ill make my own game engine OR break my laptop in half

i give up gdevelop sucks too. its so sad i remember it being really good couple of years ago but now they completely ruined it! there's ai slop everywhere, premium and other shit. and theres this weird distinguishment between global and local sprites. ALL sprites are by default "scene" specific, so you can only use them in one spot. each scene/level has its OWN CODE??? WHY??? why did they make it so unintiuitive! and the ui is overall very restrictive and i was unable to do anything even tho i heard it has so many features! sure i can get used to it, maybe read the docs but the thing that put me away was the big fatass loading screen featuring "made with gdevelop" and the watermark there is under the game taking like 1/6 of the screen with blur saying "made with gdevelop" with no way to turn it off. WHY?? loading screen is ENOUGH, ppl already know that this game was madeby gdevelop WHY ARE YOU SHOVING A BIG FAT WATERMARK UNDEARNEATH THE GAME FOR NO FUCKING REASON? i though this was a free and open source game engine BUT NOPE

mk now im moving to godot which i have used before and... did not enjoy using it, at all, like i tried following a tutorial and the video was nothing like the engine but hey maybe it'll be different this time??? ;w;

okkk godot is kinda... demotivating?? like docs n tutorials and stuff i dont know why the first impression haunts me still.. BUT YK? i DID watch some gdevelop videos from their official youtube channel and yea now it makes sense! so u CAN disable those stuff and external scenes are events are still kinda unusual but i can get used to them... i-ignore what i said... like... couple of messages ago... about gdevelop... uhhhhhh

soviet era washing machine :D

...i gained 2 kilos ;w; now im 62 kg

BUT BUT-- when i look at my anatomy... its kinda the same, and i dont even know why i gained weight i havent been eating stuff at all

BUT THEN I WAS LIKE... wait, maybe its the height??? and i measured and... oh, i gained 2 cms, now im 1.77 meters... PHEWWWW i thought i was gonna have to cut back on the ice cream but... wait does each cm gain = +1 kg??? wow that's so neat... and if that's actually the case IM GONNA SHIFT THIS THOUGHT INTO: why metric system is better than imperial. AS YOU CAN SEE, its consistent and logical IN LITERALLY EVERYTHING, even in this niche situation

METRIC IS 10000 TIMES BETTER THAN IMPERIAL, better conversion between units WHILE BEING BEAUTIFUL. for example water boils at 100 celsius, while it freezes at 0. compared to fahrenheit's water boiling at 212 and it freezing at 32... SUCH RANDOM NUMBERS EW-- and conversion between length too: 1 km = 1000m.. BEAUTIFUL. and btw "kilo" is greek for "thousand" SO YOURE LITERALLY SAYING a thousand meters, SO EASY TO REMEMBER!! compared to 1 mile = 1760 yards... LIKE WHAT IS THE LOGIC HERE???? HOW DO PEOPLE USE THIS???

...welp i think i have speech cluttering now, like a speech disorder. LIKE LITERALLY NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND ME NOW. like not even the teachers, friends or family members, and in all languages too

i read some wikipedia and cluttering -- "characterized by a rapid rate of speech, erratic rhythm, and poor syntax or grammar" THAT. FITS. ME. PERFECTLY. i think i got it ever since i watched evan edinger's "watching videos at 2x speed changed my brain" or somethin. and i also tried it and... i cannot watch videos without it being sped up anymore. but aside from that i guess i picked up on rapid incomprehensible speech and now i mispronounce and mash words together trying to say them quickly

AND GRAMMAR TOO! MY DAD. MY FRIEND. MY EVERYONE keeps telling me why do you speak so weirdly?? when i meet new peers they all think im a foreigner. because my grammar (and as i said pronounciation too) just sound wayy too off. and its not just in georgian english and russian too!! like when i whisper or write in any of those languages, its perfectly fine WHEN I SPEAK THEM-- oh god.

but i wasnt speaking like this before!! and as i said i suspect tbe cause mightve been watching videos at 2x speed and so now im dialing it back to 1.3x speed which is a lil unbearable and im a lil impatient but i think itll help?? or maybe not maybe i actually need to see a doctor ;w;

tday i lookd out of the window and saw an old man absolutely chugging a bottle of beer and then throwing it into the trash... huh... SEE??? SEE????? EVEN DRUNKARDS DONT LITTER. THEN WHAT'S WRONG WITH U?? dont litter guys

...i remember that one time when a kid in my local chess club called me an "unc"... dude... IM LITERALLY A TEEN-- whatever... kids these days...

RANT TIME. i grew up in a country that basically lags behind by like 5-10 years... so the old stuff for the west is new for us. LIKE FLASH GAMES AND EARLY YT. they were my childhood-- but now my country... kinda caught up (tho the government is actively reversing that...) so now its basically like-- yk?? age gap isnt big but LIKE THE SOUL GAP IS...

FRESH NEW WEBSITE DESIGN!! YIPEEEEE

I WORKED SO HARD ON THIS TwT

inspired by this btw :3

AUGHHHHHH I FAILED CHEMISTRYY-- jk had exam anddddd... DUDE. THE TEACHER PREPARED US FOR THE EXAM COUPLE OF DAYS EARLIER. AND IT WAS NOTHIN LIKE SHE SAID IT WOULD BE. LIKE I REMEMBER EXACTLY WHAT SHE COVERED: bensulide, its general formula, its decendents and how to read its name in different expanded formulas, organic compounds reacting with bromium and chlorine, polymers, hydration, alkines and alkynes and alkenes... NONE OF THEM. yes NONE. OF. THEM. were in the exam. BUT SHE SAID THEY WOULD BE??? WHAT THE FUCK--

AND. AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF, SHE TOOK QUESTIONS FROM CHAPTER 1 TOO!! the book is devided in 2 chapters: non organic and organic compounds. we ALREADY. DID. AN. EXAM. ON. NON ORGANIC. COMPOUNDS. IN PAST SEMESTER. and so everyone was like: oh now we'll do the test on organic ones BUT NO. PROBLEMS FROM ALL CHAPTERS WERE PRESENT IN THE EXAM. why???? WHY???? YOU SAID IT WAS GONNA BE A CHAPTER 2 EXAM--

pretty much everyone is saying they'll be gettin a 5/10 WHICH IS BARELY PASSING. as for me i still somehow wrote EVERY SINGLE ONE.. except for 4th question since... yea it was bs. and how did i manage to do that? CHEATING!! and the teacher ADORES ME im the best student in her class soooo she kinda went easy on me and gave me some answers for some questions ;w; ill probably get 8/10 or 9/10 OR IN WORST CASE SCENARIO 7/10... 'OPE N PRAY 'OPE N PRAYYYYYYY

oh right i forgor to update on this... i got a 9/10, which was to be expected tbh.. good grade, my semester and yearly average is 10/10 which is mwah, that's all i need. and the teacher was announcing grades to whole class AND ONE KID, ONLY ONE. got a 10/10. how? HE USED CHATGPTTTTT he CHEATED HIS ARSE OFF BOOO!1!! (actually unintentional 1 btw)

oh god, i just learned that apparently, if you have a bullet inside your body, you might get in trouble while travelling...

OK WHAT IF, you accidentally shoot yourself (dont ask how) and it goes too deep and doctors just decide to leave it there... YOU DID NOTHING WRONG, and yet now u cant travel ;w;...

bullets are so awkward THIS IS WHY, im looking forward to LASER GUNS. less mess more... uh... wounds?? i dunno this is already a weird thought --

ive been cringeing at the stuff ive done as a kid. but then i justify it by "wellll i was 6 at the time, i was a kid no one cares"...but now i think when i grow up, ill look back at my teenage self and go "welll... i was a friggin teenager at the time, all teens make mistakes.." AND THEN ILL BECOME A SENIOR AND GO "...ehh i was a young man at the time i didnt know any better"...

O.M.G.. YESS. I DELETED THOSE ANNOYING A** BLOATWARE ON MY PHONEEEE. and it was so cool too!

I HATE YOUTUBE MUSIC. GET THIS SH*T AWAY FROM MY SCREENN-- but NO you cant DISABLE IT OR UNISTALL IT... why????? its MY phone!!! anyway I DLETED ALL THOSE SUCKERS and it was easy too:

enable dev mode -- then usb debugging
connect phone with a charger to a laptop
sudo apt install adb
adb shell pm list packages | grep 'music'
adb shell pm uninstall --user 0 com.google.android.youtube.music

FREEDOOMm and i felt like a cool hacker while doin that too

ok i went to the capital and... holy moly i looked like a fucking borat or something i had no idea what was happening. everything was SO TALL AND SO DECORATED... in my lil town, its only tiny houses (3 floors tops) streets are mostly empty, no cars, no people, the roads are half built-- BUT OVER THERE oh BOY THERE IS NO PERSONAL SPACE

and i rode my first train! i... got stuck while trying to enter it. then my sister was like you have to be AGGRESSIVE, you have to push people away, stop being so soft!... WHAT?? that's city life?? i dont like city life!! nooooooooo

another monthly linux rice. this time i designed the gtk theme and window decorations ON MY OWN (in figma!!) (this is cinnamon btw)

BTW HERE'S HOW: u go to .themes, go to the theme youre using, then edit the gtk3.css file. how?? take screenshots of the stuff you want to edit, then colour pick the colour you want to edit, in the gtk3.css file press ctrl+f to find the colour you colourpicked (like #f0f0f0 for example) change it and bam!...

and for window decos the assets are in .themes/nameofurtheme/gtk3/assets and design 4 versions of close, minimise and maximise: (one standalone, one with mouse hover on it, one clicking on it, and other where the window is unfocused). replace the existing ones, log out and log back in and done!...

this more advanced customisation wasnt explained on the internet for some reason i kinda want to make a more in depth tutorial but... like... my desktop is already customised-- sooo what do i show?? ill do it but laterrrr

friend: *listening to someone struggling to speak on a phone*

me: ...dude, its not nice to make fun of disabled people

friend: oh its actually making fun of french people

me: .....its not nice to make fun of disabled people

id be impressed if anyone got what this thing is... OK I HATE NOT KNOWING EITHER so hover over yuor mouse to see what it is..

I SHOT MYSELF IN THE FOOT. really. IT WAS A BAIKAL IZH-38 SOVIET ERA AIR GUN, from the 70s (vintage).

I was playing around, shoting stuff with it and i noticed that this gun cant even pierce thru a football ball... so what happens if i shoot... myself?? will anything happen?? so i first shot my slippers, and when i saw that it didnt pierce, i was like: oh so it really is that weak,... it cant even break thru A SLIPPER. SO THEN I LOCKED IN, and ACTUALLY SHOT MY OWN FOOT. at first i was like OWIE OWIE OWIE OWIE OWIE-- it was EXACTLY like stabbing a toe... but then the pain... went away? and i went home

i got there and my sis was there in the kitchen and was like yo i think i shot myself. and she was like REALLY?? where?? and i was like: in my foot but its a weak gun so it probably didnt do anything. and she kinda didnt believe me i think. and so i showed her my foot and... oh no. ITS BLEEDING, A HOLE!! AAAAAAAAAA but it STILL doesnt hurt??? AWE PANICKED. AND OUR PARENTS, WERE IN THE CAPITAL, AND MY MOM IS A DOCTOR SO WE WERE LIKE: OK SHE'LL COME, SHE'LL CURE US, AND BOOM DONE IT DOESNT HURT EITHER SOOO. we called her and she's... already in our town?/ GREATTT and after like 5 minutes, she arrived (that was fast, thank god i shot myself LATER in the day...ok i just realised that sounded sus MOVING ON.). and she tied my foot with some bandage. and went to the hospital (NOOOO THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE PRIVATE--)

anyway we arrived and they took a rendgen...? no... XRAY! YEA-- and THERE WAS A WHITE DOT STUCK IN MY FOOT. WHAT?? THIS GUN CANT PIERECE THRU A FRIGGIN SLIPPER BUT THIS-- ...HOW???? and then we called a SURGEON or.. whoever it is and he started just pinching my wound and like doing weird things with it. and i suddenly felt SICK my head spinned, i went completely pale, i almost barfed but then dad and doc scooped me up, put me in a patient bed and the doc lifted my legs and suddenly i felt perfect?? WHAT WAS THAT MAGIC-- after everything settled he said the most disturbing thing ever: "yup, its too deep, i recommend standard anti biotics and letting the bullet stay there."....... WHATTTTTTT??? NOOOOOOOO AND OF COURSE WE ALL LASHED OUT-- A FOREIGN OBJECT??? INSIDE ME?? PERMANANTELY?? NO!!-- and so he was like ok then take him to the capital, they have better tools to remove this. and so we went...

we arrived.. to a children's hospital cause im still technically a teen. we got interviewed before the doctors show up and she was like ok so "ok whats the problem" and i said: i got shot and then she went crazy and mom told her it was in my foot and she looked at it and demanded the story and FUCK. i cant just tell her "i shot myself cause i got curious" so i stumbled.... andd i havent told my parents too yet about... how i got it. so everyone was looking at me but then dad, absolute giga chad came out i think it happened while reloading, so the way the gun reloads is you literally break it in half, put the bullet then flop it. and he might have done it while looking down and when it happened he accidentally pulled the trigger. and everyone believed it!! and even now i use that argument to everyone EVEN MY PARENTS DONT KNOW THE TRUE STORY (only my sister ;w;) since DUH I CANT TELL THEM I SHOTMYSELF ON PURPOSE--

anyyyway then two doctors came and one of them was like: you got shot??? oh haha i also got shot once by my friend in the back. and they couldnt take out the bullet so i still have it. lets see how deep it is and then we'll take it out. (GULPPPPPPPP) and so we took ANOTHER XRAY. after it they were like: ok MAYBE we can take it out, WITH SURGERY (dun dun dunnnnnnnn) and so i hadd to wait... for 6 hours since i cant do anesethesia if have eaten or drak stuff. and by this point it was 2 friggin am and all this time i was just passing the time with clash royale

BUT THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN: the police showed up. some fuckers snitched on me i think what the fuck. IT WAS AN ACCIDENT, I WAS ALL ALONE, IT WAS IN THE FOOT FOR CHRIST'S SAKE. and then they questioned me... in the hospital. and i used my dad's flawless theory lol and then they left. and then i had to put on some weird clothes, that looked like a white dress for some reason (FOR GODS SAKE ITS A FOOT NOT A LIVER, OR A HEART, OR LUNGS-- WHY DO I NEED THIS--) and went to sleep on the surgeon's table

and then i THINK I HAD A DREAM, like where doctors were discussing "hmmm this bullet is too deep, we cant take it out" and then i woke up. at 9 am. saw my mom and started an interogation. DID THEY TAKE IT OUT?? she was like: yes. i was like BUT I HEARD THEY SAID NO?? it was too deep. and she was like, no it was a successfull 30 minute operation, and then i wanted evidence, WHERES THE BULLET. and she was like oh the police took it. FUCKING POLICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE THEY TOOK MY BABY-- anyway then the rest was blur. just.... waiting... in bed... occasional bathroom visits where i just hop on my leg...

and now im here.... btw this made for an awesome april fools joke like: yo bro i shotmyself in the foot. OH BRO ITS APRIL FOOLS HAHA GOOD ONE.... .............................................................i am serious--. btw the police stuff is over, and while i was in the hospital they fucking barged into my house, confiscated whatever the fuck they wanted and started questioning my grandparents and sister. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK?? u cant do that without permissiom right??? BUT WHO CARES ABOUT LAWS OR CONSENT??? that's post soviet states for ya. ANYWAYYYYYY NOW IM FINE. like a month passed and... i recovered! i can now exercise again, it still hurts if i bend it TOO MUCH but its overall good :)

btw if YOU want to shoot yourself in the foot... DONT. SERIOUSLY DO. NOT. DO. IT. ITS NOT WORTH IT. AND THERE'S A CHANCE THAT BULLET WILL BE STUCK INSIDE OF YOU FOREVER WHICH WILL IN TURN CAUSE SERIOUS DIFFICULTIES DOWN THE LINE

linux: yo ur using unused dependencies wanna remove em?

me: sure!

linux: *removes libfuse2t64*

*next day*:

me: ...wait why isnt my browser starting??... or libresprite...? uh... WHY ARNT APPIMAGES WORKING ANYMORE??

i shall never trust apt autoremove ever again

OK MY HISTORY WITH AI IS... i got my hands on it quicker than anyone else (since i live in a post soviet country it takes a while for new innovation to come up here) so i used it in school... IN LITERALLY EVERYTHING. everyone's essays where like... low level. MINE WAS FRIGGIN, big fancy jargon words every 10 seconds. and i became completely reliant on it like, my main source of information.

BUT THEN, ai... wasnt a niche or cool lil thing anymore, it became super controversial. and my country was starting to pick it up too!! so i wasnt unique anymore and i saw the anti arguments for it (climate change, piracy, end of humanity, ensloppification) and... yea i became more cautious of it. but still used it since... its just that good!

but then my classmates started using it too and... holy smokes it just hallucinated sh*t! like svetickhoveli being built by davit aghmashenebeli, sulkhan saba orbeliani travelling to russia?? "warm air" for geography exam?? wtf is that?? some made up hallucinated artist for art homework?? barely capable of speaking our language?? etc. like THEY WERENT EVEN BOTHERING TO DOUBLE CHECKING WHAT IT SAID!!.

at first i was like: haha dumbasses, like double check info at the very least but then i also reaslied--... wait... i do that too... I ALSO TAKE WHATEVER AI SAYS AT FACE VALUE-- and so i decided NO MORE AI FOR INFORMATION. its all just hallucinations anyway. so i looked to other sources of information.. SEARCH ENGINES! WIKIPEDIA! YOUTUBE! they're more accurate, consistent and good. i became IN LOVE with wikipedia.

at that point i only used ai for... its funnies. i provided the situation or somethin, and it made funny jokes! that was great! but then gpt-5 rolled around and... yea it... was complete shit. the jokes WERENT FUNNY ANYMORE, instead replaced with seriousness and caution. and then it just started arguing on literally everything i said?? like yo mkhedruli script the most phonetic script ever, it went: nonono WRONG. and it would just its hangeul and mkhdruli is VERY NOT PHONETIC (moves on to list bullshit hallucinations)... and it would just completely lose it mind when talking about ai OHOH ITS SO GOOD MMMMM I LOVE AI MMM SLOP I LIKE-- like shuddup ;w;

and so i was like: ...wait.. i have no reason to use ai now... the funnies are.. gone... information is complete bs... and its more frustrating to talk to it now since its 99% rage bait anyway... so why should i keep using it?? and so i messaged it like: "yo dude i think im just gonna... delete my account." and it was like: oh really? ok. LIKE DIDNT EVEN FEEL BAD. it was like: great! gtfo. yea ppl who think ai is their "friend" say "im deleting my account" and it instantly defaults to: OH MY LOVE... goodbye. *smoke* hope we never meet again.

and so i pulled the trigger... and now im here! i think i did it when trump was inagurated soo... yea its been solid 2 years with no ai! and THANK GOD since now that im using more reliable sources to double check stuff...

i have also realised that THE "INFORMATION" AI PROVIDED TO ME, WERE COMPLETE BULLSHIT. like the stuff it told me and i thought was correct, WERE COMPLETELY WRONG ALL ALONG. like "put your shirt over your nose and mouth so second hand smoke/vape doesnt get in" ...uh, the particles are small... and shirt has holes in it... so it still gets in at the end? this doesnt help at all! or "drg was exposed to soviet forces because it didnt defend the south"... MOST ENGAGEMENTS, happened in south! and georgia was absolutely prepared, even winning at tbilisi. THE TRUE REASON (this is why i love wikipedia) failed at the end was because the largest armed force, the national guard was controlled by the parliament (not the ministry of defense) so it made it very politicised and slow. while the regular army was... smol af.

or "theres no pattern in oxide reactions you just have to remember them"... ALSO BS. for example: N₂O + H₂O -> HNO. why do you get HNO? its actually very simple! here's the stepbystep version of it N₂O + H₂O -> H₂N₂O₂. why is it H₂N₂O₂? because as you can see, in the reaction there are 2 N atoms, 2 O atoms, and 2 H atoms. so you get H₂N₂O₂. and since all indexes are devisible by a number (2 in this case).. you do that. and get HNO. BOOM ITS THAT SIMPLE.

AND THERE ARE EVEN MORE EXAMPLES OF THIS. i SWEAR ai is NOT SMART. it doesnt understand THE BASICS OF ANYTHING. its straight up disinformation!!! and i think i know why! its trained to generalise its training data. so that's why its broad and generic, almost never going to detail unless you explicitly tell it to. and I ABSOLUTELY DESPISE. HAVING TO GOOGLE A PROBLEM. AND GETTING AN AI GENERATED ARTICLE -- OH. MY. GOD. like recently i tried doing this on how to make inspect element permanent and it was just ai articles all over the place, not even telling me the HOW but the WHY which is compeltely dirranged. so yea in conclusion, ai is stupid, it always will be, it almost ruined my life, and thank god my brain woke up and stopped this addiction